May 2009
Day 3
Stressed out to mathaafuckinfuck. Haha, the hell did i just say. Anyways, fuck historical trials. If i fail, i fail. Im not here to pursue a lawyer career now am I ? but ..i’m a witness, so wtfuck. Dont care.. feels like i’m an attorney cause i’m writing down stupidass questions for my team, but its all good. No I in team buhd. Just kill me now.
So i get to school hella...
April 2009
Day 2
Wtf so i wake up and check my phone real thoroughly, and i see that Bubba had called me around 9;55 ..and i fell asleep at 830. Wtf, i dont remember talkina you! Freals. Scary. Sorry i couldn’t be there though “/
And i forgot to wake up my little brother because he had star testing today so he ended up wakin up at 9;30. FML. Sorry little one.
So today, was pretty chill and relaxing...
*Ring ring*
ON HOLD.
beeeeeeeeep.
Day 1
Start off with the worst lookin things on my face. Bags. 1st period, ditched with Remy to go to Hickocks class to watch the trial. 2nd period, was highlight of my day. One of those talks with Jaenie and Niko are the best. We decided to ditch the baseball and lay out on the field and me and Jaenie end up sleepin, layin and talking there til 4th period started, ha whoops. It was chill and relaxing,...
“I wanted a perfect ending. Now I’ve learned, the hard way, that some poems don’t...”
– Gilda Radner (via feeohnuh)
Busy, busy me x2
I’m booked for this week again “/
Monday: School, library with patricia and madina to work on our historical trials.
Teusday: School, apwh review session.
Wednesday: Shaina’s casa for the day!
Thursday: School, braces off!, apwh review session.
Friday: School, and i know i got something planned, i just forget.
Saturday: Vanessa’s cotty!
Sunday: Church choir, should i...
Mmmph,
What can I say? Exactly, i can’t.
Nothing left to say, cause it’s all been said.
Pause. I’m lost.
But for now, i got one month and a half left to finish up what I started 8 months ago and it’s not gonna go downhill just cause of situations like these. Thanks for giving me that extra push, nahht.
Accomplished!
Piano Man and True by Brandy, learnt on piano by eaar. Yesss.
:] :] :]
Flaws
aprilrhenee:
franchesnicc:
Hello world. Please bare with me, I am a little bit complicated, uneasy, and insecure. Sometimes, I think with my heart rather than my head, and it bites me in the ass. Sometimes, I speak with my mouth rather than from my mind. I don’t understand the simplest of ideas, and I can’t comprehend what should be a right decision. I let go of things that I should actually...
WOW
Kelly Clarkson knows my life as of right now.
All I Ever Wanted- Kelly Clarkson album.
The whole album speaks to me.
“Smart people talk about ideas. Common people talk about things. Mediocre people...”
– Jules Romains (via wtyang24) (via borgomani) (via quote-book)
School < Casa
So i wake up at 7 and start debating whether or not i should come to school today. &im still here at home debating. Welp, i aint goin. Monday and Friday is too pointless for my life to go to school on those days of testing. Oh and I dont get to go to school on Wednesday! Hm, maybe me and Shaina should do something that day. Hm.
Damn though, last night got me too fuckin exhausted for the next...
Pause
Family problems; someones passionately mad at the other because of money issues and deceiving issues. Plus, i just found out my auntie’s sisiter’s son died after the fiesta on saturday from a skateboard incident “/ Funeral on Friday? Idk how im gonna get there to Sf. So many bombs dropped on me, im bout ready to explode. But, tomorrow boutta go see confirmation people get...
“Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind....”
– Christian D. Larson (via littlemiss) (via koowehvas)
“Your always going left, I’m always going right.
What’s left of us when nothing...”
Busy, busy me.
Wow, this year i have been extrasuperduperuber busy with things like school, choir practices, party planning, partys, kick-its, etc. I barely have any time for stuff i wanna do and like to do, well besides choir practices. If i tell you “i cant” “Im sorry but i have other plans” or “I’ll let you know” don’t take it personal, just be patient with me...
Sugaaa coated!
Patricia and Shaina’s letter made me teary-eyed for some reason! “/
“So let me tell you why I love having you as one of my bffs!
16 REASONS WHY I LOVE N.B.! by S. Alcaraz
1. You have a cute ass smile!
2. You curl my hair hella nice!
3. You eat alot.. oops a lot is 2 words.
4. You’re funnay
6. You’re a wonderful listener (haha, uhm lately ive been a bad...
“i`m mad at myself not you; i`m mad for always being nice; always apologizing for...”
– (via musicismyantidrug)
12:00
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME STEPHANIE CHAN, JAELON JONES, MICHAEL FERMIN, LANCE JUACHON AND TO OTHER PEOPLE IN THE WORLD WHO’S BIRRTHDAY IS ON APRIL 17 HAHAH.
So much to do in so little time
1. Write my biography for Saturday’s party
2. Pull Rae rae outta 7th period tomorrow at 1:30
3. Get my dress at Sunvalley before 130
4. Get my shoes at Walnut creek before 130
5. Get my tiara for the dress
I know theres more, jsut cant think straight right now..
AND ON TOP OF THAT.. I had an audition tomorrow at 1100 AM but im too busy for it. ANDANDAND Practice on saturday for Choir to...
LMAO
Devan: You know how Sam laughs?
Josh: No, i never heard him laugh before.
Devan: He laughs like Chris but like a machine gun hahaha!
OHP!
10 things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now…
You 2 are the loudest, shutthefuckup for once.
I know I ain’t the best person to have in your life right now, or at least thas how i think of it, but bare with me. Please.
Damn, tell me if your comin or not!
I wish you can make it friday “/
Your so gay, go have a testical festival.
Whoa .. wait? Did you leave?
...
Whoa, let me catch my breath for a second.
Ive lost all feeling in my feet. 9 straight hours of walking in downtown sf. Naht the business. Ive still got shit to get done before Friday, Saturday, And Monday dammit. FML, frills.
1. I needa find a dress
2. I needa find shoes for the dress
3. I needa buy a tiara for the dress
4. I needa get mice of men read before monday
5. I still need people to tell me who’s going for sure on...
“The world is like a playground, people just tend to forget that.”
– Yes Man
“Love is about compatibility and compromise and feelings, it’s not about boys or...”
– Chelsey Minter (via alittlemonster) (via roberto) (via quote-book)
“Chance is the first step you take, luck is what comes afterward.”
– Amy Tan (via thresca) (via quote-book)
“If the only tool you have is a hammer, you tend to see every problem as a nail.”
– Abraham Maslow.
I thank Justin Sunglao for helpin me through Round 4.. or was it 5? 6? I was too beaten down to remember which round it was, fuck your low blows. I’m back up off the ground in less than 5 minutes. You got me sweatin there for a second. Although, i know that you’re gonna...
A title that don't need a title. Ironic.
I frills needa buy an E string for my guitar quuuick.
I just learned, Roc and Broken-Hearted Girl by Beyonce &Right Here (Departed) by Brandy on piano. I have an ear for piano.. and the fingers. Hah.
Other than that, Happy Sweet 16 to Anthony! Damn even though we aint close like that, we had some good ol’ days in elementary. We had like, the same classes since 1st grade to now. Creepy....
“Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it’s...”
– Erica Jong (via thresca) (via quote-book)
“Just accept this, God’s not throwing this at you because you can’t handle it....”
– -April P.
Keep ya head up, kid.
LRB'S BOYCRAZY MOMENTS.
music drugged: i'll add him on myspace NOW xDDD
music drugged: his brother's hella cute
music drugged: OH AND ______'S NEW BOOTHANG IS TOO!
punkrebel36: LMAO!
punkrebel36: oh gosh, just pick ONE!
I have a blind date on Friday, muahaha
“Words make you think a thought. Music makes you feel a feeling. A song makes you...”
– E. Y. Harburg (via brokenmachine) (via quote-book)
“The worst thing is holding onto someone who doesn’t want to be held. Don’t fall...”
" 'Black sheep', ahahaha." -Patricia A.
So.. i come to church wearing black and i step inside and everyones wearing brightass colors -____- UGH, that got me worrying. I forgot the memo of EASTER COLORS ONLY. But its cool, i wasnt the only one ..Aundrea. Ahaha, &after mass ended my choir family sang happy borrtday to me and lancey pants. Hella cutesies! Then babe came to me &im like oh fuck my moms right behind you.. but...
“Everyone has talent. What’s rare is the courage to follow it to the dark places...”
– Erica Jong (via thresca) (via quote-book)
Not my cup of tea
Grades came in, whooptydo!
Geometry: C- (no surprise)
PE: B- (I dont do shit in here but talk to jaenie and niko)
English: C- (my best subject and the only class i bust my ass off “/)
AP world history: B (im surprised)
French: B- (I would’ve had an A if I did my project)
Art: A- (Pulled a few strings here and there)
Sb, anything to get brownie back though! hahaha.
Inspired by Rae
Am I living a lie?
Never once will I deny that
Looks can be deceiving, but its me i aint believing
I say one thing when it means another
I want you to stay but i don’t want you to wonder
Why im like this, when truth is
Im not ready to try you out
Im ready to step out, the door, dont want it anymore
Step aside and let God be my guide
When’s the next train to deception
...
Oldie, 3/31/09 inspired
Pitch your heart, I won’t catch it on purpose
Respect don’t come at you quick, you gotta earn it
No i ain’t at your service
Find some other girl that thinks you deserve it
Nervous?
Naw be cool, be chill
Don’t be comin at me with your heart and will
Sorry if I come off a bit too harsh
But its the only way to open my heart
“I wonder who wears the pants in their relationship. She probably does huh? She...”
– -Uncle Mark.
He’s crazy. But thats what I get for staying in a car with him and my mom for an hour and a half. This aint the craziest he has said today. Along with, “You better not marry a white guy, ill kill you hahaha!” Wow. Dont get butt hurt about this statement, you just had to be there. But... 